I’m nervous, the music is blaring, I’m sweating and trying
to copy a series of dance moves; but I can’t do the moves and instead it looks
like I have lost all co-ordination. I wished I could say I was incredibly drunk
and I was trying to dance in some random nightclub, but I am actually in a ‘Total
Body Conditioning’ class. It feels like whilst I perform my dance warm up
moves- completely out of sync by the way- that the instructor and the rest of
the people in the class are staring at
me in disbelief, but I am happy. I am able to exercise again with only a very slight feeling
of pain in my calf, and for me that is a huge step in the right direction.